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I woke up this morning and thought to myself, today is going to be a great day! I got out of bed and went into the computer room and gave Jason a great big kiss on the lips, he held me for a while and told me how lucky he was to have me in his life. I smiled and said to him not as lucky as I am to have you in my life. We decided to go watch one or our favorite shows on Saturday morning. It's one of the best restaurant guides on television right now for New England eateries. Seafood was the specialty topic of today. This inspired me to cook one of Jason's favorite home cooked meals. I decided to make a candlelit dinner for two. We had a wonderful meal, and I even made homemade cookies for desert. After dinner I received a long distance phone call from my friend Vicki, she is 28 years of age  brown hair brown eyes amazing figure and Just cute as a button. She just happens to be one of my oldest and dearest friends. She moved away with her family when I was about 13 years of age. She loves to boast about how absolutely amazing her life is now and how much she loves living in LA. I answered the phone  out of breathe from running to get the phone.Vicki was in high spirits telling me about her fabulous day. She told me she had started eating healthy and exercising and that she worked out with whom other than Richard Simmons.She stated he has been an inspiration in her life for quite some time now and to be in his presence was a godsend.  Thus far this had been one of the happiest days of Vicki's life. I hung up with her and was happy to hear that her life was going so great right now. I always had loved hearing great news from friends. They just seem to have so much more exciting events happening in there lives right now.  I am going to try and make a valiant effort this year on making my life more exciting. Starting right now. On that note better run Jason is calling me to come watch one of his favorite flicks. I've gotta feeling my Journey has just begun..

My long day

Hi my name is, well lets just call me the young girl at heart, I have come to the conclusion that at a very young age things have always seemed to be very complicated for me. So I have decided that I am going to start writing down everything that happens in my life. In the hopes that someday all my dreams will come true and I can look back on this as well I don't know a journey of of all of my deepest  thoughts and fortune that comes my way. I was not always this lost, I used to know what I wanted to do with my life. I had dreams just like any one of you. I used to tell others growing up  that I was going to be a child advocate and fight for children who had been abused. Speak for the children that could not speak for themselves be there voice and bring justice. This never happened. I am 29 years old jobless and only now am starting to realize I have waisted about 20 years of my life accomplishing nothing. I know pathetic right !! I am starting school in the fall and have not been back in over 10 years, I know what you are thinking it's never to late to go back. I understand that its not to late, but most of my friends have careers and are extremely happy. I long for those days of happiness. I have only one happiness in my life and that is my husband he is amazing I have no idea how on earth I found a person like him he is supportive and loving and Caring a real prince charming well sort of . I am supposed to be living the American dream right ? Not us we struggle , We pay the rent late almost every month, we live pay check to pay check and sometimes I feel I am more his roommate than wife. I will cover this in more detail very soon. Lets just call him Jason that sounds nice. Jason came to me at one of the lowest points in my life and has been buy my side ever since. I am very lucky to have him but sometimes I do wonder ... Is he as lucky to have me in his life? I don't know